Busy Bee

Oops, it has been a while since I've last updated. As usual I feel like I've been busy, but I don't have much to show for it. Been at work, had to switch gyms (long story, not happy), being somewhat social...but still have that same lost feeling that has been plaguing me for the past few months. I have ideas, big ideas, but don't have the means to carry them out yet. I've been talking a lot about getting a second job but I really need to stop talking about it and actually do it.

Something I did accomplish was the ridiculous 5 hour class I need to take so I can start driving. I know, it is pathetic that I don't drive (which I was rudely reminded of constantly at the bar on Friday...that I don't drink but I don't drive so I'm useless) but I don't like it, in fact I'm a little/majorly scared of it. I wouldn't throw a spider on you if you were afraid of them, so don't rush me into something I'm afraid of. Anyway, I'm taking the steps to do it so everyone needs to back off.

I guess that is all that is going on for now. I am trying to shake the feelings of crappiness but it isn't working yet. Hopefully I'll snap out of it soon.

Fitness Made Simple

Why are the John Basedow, "Fitness Made Simple," commercials 50 times louder than everything else on tv? It is so fucking annoying and my ears do not appreciate being assaulted by that annoying jingle at eardrum shattering volumes. Bitches need to fix that shit.

On a lighter note, I had another dance party at work on Monday. This time it was to Olivia Newton-John's "Physical." Amazing.

<3 Spontaneous Dance Parties <3

I just had this thought as I posted my last blog like a second ago but decided that this deserves its very own post.

Yesterday I was at work by myself and I'll admit it made me a little sad and lonely. So sad and lonely, in fact, that I texted my friend and told her that I was sad and lonely. Not 30 seconds after I sent the text Bruce Springsteen's "Dancing in the Dark" came on the internet radio station I listen to. Now I'm not necessarily a Springsteen fan but this shit is a classic.

So what is a normal reaction to have when this song comes on? Is it to get up and have a spontaneous dance party by yourself at work? Probably not but that is definitely what I did. I may have busted out the Courtney Cox move...may have. Don't worry, it's not like people were watching me through the window, we had a screen up :) Professionalism still in tact. NICE.

Work it out bitches!

So I'm not necessarily one to really talk about my exercise habits in a public forum, but what I went through today warrants the discussion. First a little background I guess. I go to the gym 5 days a week...4 days i do 45-60 mins of cardio and 30 mins of strength training. The other day I work out with my trainer doing 60 minutes of strength training with some boxing thrown in there.

So I've been working out for a while and I know that I'm way stronger. Until I started working out with my trainer I had no idea how strong I was. He pushes me...which is great (?). He has a unique style...very quick changes, switching things up then going back and definitely pushes with the amount of weight I'm lifting or pushing or whatever.

The past two weeks I've been a little off my game...coming off of antibiotics and just adjusting to the grody ass heat and humidity. This week I was back to normal and he figured that out VERY quickly and dear lord did I pay for it.

Anyway, for the past 3 weeks he's been trying to get me to do this lower ab exercise where you basically hang by your arms and pull your legs up to your chest. Yeah. Sure guy. I've successfully avoided it for 3 weeks but today was the day. I was like ok I'll humor you (and me) and I'll try. I'm not necessary convinced I can hold my body weight plus doing all this ab nonsense but whatevs. So i get up (and this shit looks kinky - it is kinda funny) and what do you know but I do the damn thing. 5 sets of 10 reps. NICE. Made me feel good. A few years ago if you had asked if being able to do certain exercises would make me feel good about myself I would have said hell no. But I can honestly say it did. I will not, however, feel good tomorrow when I am in bed trying to figure out how I'm going to drag my ass out.

Hmmmm...any other news? Not really. I'm taping this show on the history of tattoos and I'm really excited about watching it. I have a few more in my head that I want but I suppose I should finish the one I started first...and maybe get some money together.

Bored

Do you remember where you were when the clock said 11:02pm Friday night?
In Marie's car singing a silly song.

Do you think you'll find what you're looking for in a significant other?Probably not :(

Did you brush your hair this morning?
Of course!

Last thing you ate?
Mmmmm cherries!

Whens the last time the phone woke you up in the middle of the night?
I don't keep my volume on at night so not for a long time.

Do you pick up pizza or have it delivered to you?
I haven't eaten pizza in a LONG LONG time

Are you waiting to talk to anyone?
Not particularly

Have you ever set off somebody's car alarm?
I don't think so?

Who was the first person/people to text you today?
Pam

Have you committed a crime today?
not that I can think of? There is still time though ;)

How about broken any rules?
Not that I know of

Do you think the opposite sex like to play mind games?
I used to think that boys were too stupid to play games but I think that everyone plays games

When was the last time you honestly laughed out loud?
This afternoon. I like to laugh a lot.

Do you know how to do the tango?
Nope

Do you read your horoscope?
Every day...it fosters a sense of false hope but I think it is fun so I do it anyway.

Do you make wishes on stars?
not usually

Do you think that making wishes 11:11 works?
No but I do it anyway :X

What shirt did you wear today?
cream and brown raglan tee <3

Are you going to any concerts in the next few months?
indeed

What were your last thoughts as you drifted off to sleep?
Ugh I feel like shit.

Do you think you will kiss the last person you kissed ever again?
HAHAHAHAHA hell no!

What color is your alarm clock?
black

What keeps you happy overall?
Properly made hazelnut iced coffee, tea, my friends, singing silly songs in the car, sleep...

Anything your looking forward to?
getting out of work on Friday and the start of my weekend.

Who was the last friend you hung out with?
I had a lunch date with Pam. We are such grandmas

How's your weekend going?
um it is Tuesday so it's not?

Whats annoying you right now?
The fucking disgusting heat and humidity and the thought of walking all the way to work in it tomorrow, Thurs, and Friday.

What were you doing an hour ago?
sitting like a lump of crap on my bed...so obviously the same thing I'm doing now.

Are you tired?
Yeah, haven't been sleeping well lately :(

Where were you last night?
In my bed

What color is your hair?
eh brown with grey spots

is it dyed?
always since the age of 16

What's your favorite breed of dogs?
I like all dogs but I'm partial to my brother's maltese...he is fucking precious!

What do you hear?
The AC and the "40 dumbest celebrity quotes ever" I assure you the show lives up to its name.

What's the closest blue object to you?
a tank top i'm wearing

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yuppers...

What are you drinking?
Nothing

Do you like the color orange?
It has been growing on me! It has to be a good shade though.

Do you live near your best friend?
One of em

What woke you up this morning?
My body clock

What is your current mood?
been a little depressed lately...nostalgic too.

Are you crazy?
i think we all have our own brand of crazy

How long is your hair?
it is really long...probably halfway down my back if not a little longer.

Was your last kiss sober?
Haha no

What are you doing tonight?
Not a whole hell of a lot.

Do you like to smile?
I do like to smile.

What color are your eyes?
Blue/grey

Whats your favorite girl scout cookies?
Samoas. them shits are good...haven't had them in AGES

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
unfortunately

When was the last time you cried really hard?
Hmmm...I think it has been a long time. I definitely see a good cry in my future.

Can you play guitar hero?
I enjoy it...doesn't mean I'm any good at it.

Do you have any nicknames?
Shmuey and Shmoopie

Last thing you bought?
Lunch

How much money do you have on you?
I don't know

How many piercings do you have?
4...used to be 5 but I had to take it out. I miss my nose ring :(

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Sure I could...doesn't mean I WOULD.

When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
In the morning after the gym.

Do you like scary movies?
Not particularly

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
I dont know what I'll be doing...but I hope that I'm happy and in a good place.

How many speeding tickets have you gotten?
None

What is your favorite movie?
Way too many to list.

Do you keep your closets organized?
SOrt of

Last person you texted last night?
Hmmm....I don't remember...maybe Monique?

How do you make headaches go away?
<3 Advil <3

What do your shower curtains look like?
No curtains...shower door.

How do you make eggs?
I try not to eat eggs that often but when I do they are whites cooked dry with lots of veggies.

What is the next vehicle you are going to buy?
Hopefully I will inherit when my mom gets a new one...

What is something stressful you will deal with next week?
Ugh, life?

How do you take your coffee?
Dark with skim milk and stevia

What is the oldest thing in your fridge?
No clue.

Where do you go for Thanksgiving?
Have the family come over here

One word to describe you?
Unique

SCAVENGER HUNT!

So, I'm turning 25 this year. I know it probably isn't the biggest milestone birthday in the world, but nonetheless it is a nice round number and I really wanted to do something fun and unique. I've never really gone all out and celebrated my birthdays...no parties, no sweet 16, no bat mitzvah, nothing special for my 18th. I guess my only birthday "party" I've ever really had was on my 21st when I had all of my friends dress up in prom dresses and go to Hooters. Yes, that is my sense of humor. Get over it.

Anyway, I kinda really wanted to do something different and I've been tossing things around like having a tea party or something that involved getting really dressed up...but it just didn't seem good enough.

The other night I had THE BEST IDEA EVER. For my 25th birthday I'm going to do a hardcore scavenger hunt in NYC. Start at dinner, go over the hunt then split up for 3 or 4 hours and try and conquer the list then meet up at a bar. I'm so excited I've already started the list (my bday isn't until September!)...but I'm stuck at 35 items. I want to have 50 items on the list. If anyone has any ideas that would be great. I think that things that have to do with the number 25 would be really fun but I haven't thought of any clues that center around that number. I've got a lot of collection and photo clues. I would appreciate any input!

I totally want to plan scavenger hunts for every possible occassion now...maybe that can be my new hobby? ;)

SO. BORED.

So for the past week I've been so incredibly bored. I have no idea why because I've been working and whatnot, but I am just bored. I feel like now is a really good time to pick up a hobby but I don't really know what to do. I would love to start taking photos again, but I don't have a good camera and lets face it...it is like 84983754395398759387459374 degrees outside. I am WAY too poor to get a new camera now so that is going to have to wait.

It would be fun to do something artsy or crafty, but I'm really just not talented enough. I like to think I'm somewhat creative so I have a ton of ideas, but I just don't have the talent to follow through. I assure you there is nothing more frustrating that have a really cute, fun idea and not being able to do it. Grrr.

Hmmm...what else is there? Music? I used to play guitar and bass but I'm clearly to lazy to do that now. Plus I think I broke the strings on my guitar and my bass was a cheap piece of shit. All I can do to entertain myself with music is to go to youtube and watch everything I possibly can. I stumbled upon this gem: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9c8nM-gM3bA Chris Cornell has aged VERY gracefully and this song fucking kicks ass so it was a nice surprise :)

So I really have no idea what I can do to entertain myself. I'll probably have to stick with something artsy and crafty bc I find it to be the most fun even though I can't do anything worth shit. Anyone have any ideas of fun projects I can do? Any suggestions would be great. Any suggestions of other hobbies I can take up would be awesome too!

HIGHlarious

Remember how I said I have the best job ever? I first saw this video at work...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYxu_MQSTTY

Fucking hilarious. If you want more check out part 3. SO. FUCKING.GOOD.

Another survey thingie cuz I'm bored:

1) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it?
ummm...yeah don't need to force me as I have 2 already. I'd like one on the back of my neck and on my wrist though.
2) If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
As much as I liked the black, I'd say a chocolate brown with reddish undertones.
3) If you HAD to get a piercing on your face (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) where?
I'd like my nose ring back. It was cute.
4) If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?
Harlow (no not because of Nicole Richie...I just think it is a beautiful name)

The "WOULD YOU?" section:
1) Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?Love one person
2) Would you move anywhere else if you could?
<3 Scotland <3
3) If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
Um I already have so yes.
4) If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do?
use half to buy prezzies for everyone (yes including me bc I'm selfish!) and then I'd save half

The"LETS SAY" section:
1) Lets say you were pregnant.....?
Let's just not say that. That would suck.
2) Lets say you were killed in a car crash.....?
Why would you even suggest that? Bitches.
3) Lets say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000....?
Why would I HAVE to do that for a grand? these questions are fucking stupid. No I wouldn't eat the tarantula. Fucking gross.
4) Lets say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie?
I feel like this is irrelevant. I would never even want to act in a film.

The "OTHER STUFF" section:
1) What makes your bedroom unique?
ummmm. Probably nothing?
2) What type of phone do you have?
<3 pink chocolate<3 i love it obviously
3) Do you like math?
Math makes me puke in my mouth
4) Whats your favorite season of the year?
Definitely fall
5) Do you like cheese?
Probably the reason I'm not vegan.

The "THE 2008" section:

What happened to 1?
2) Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
I think I'm actually a bit happier now :)
3) Anything exciting happen this year?
I got a tattoo and a new job!
4) Have you been involved with the police this year?
nope
5) Are your best friends still your best friends?
yuppers
6) Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
A fucking hot tattoo
7) Had a haircut yet this year?
One so far, planning a new look for the fall (my hair doesn't do well in the summer and thus not a good time to test out a new look!)
8) Been in a hospital this year?
to visit my new baby cousin!
9) Lost someone you cared about this year?
Fortunately no
10) Been on a vacation this year?
An unplanned one thanks to my boss closing up shop with no warning...but that is ancient history :)
11) Been kicked out of a public place this year?
not that I recall......
12) Last time visiting the Library?
not anytime recent...
13) What do you use to apply eye-makeup?
um I don't really wear makeup all that often
14) Do you like to hold hands?
Yes I do
15) Do you over analyze things?
sometimes
16) Do you have any tests or exams soon?
Thank goodness I'm done with that shit
17) Coffee: Love it or hate it?
I want to marry it and have its babies
18) When you see a foggy window do you draw on it?
no?
19) How many watches do you own?
one and I love it
20) How many jobs have you ever had?
jeez...8 maybe?
21) Do you fight with your parents often?
probably more often than I should