Busy Bee

Oops, it has been a while since I've last updated. As usual I feel like I've been busy, but I don't have much to show for it. Been at work, had to switch gyms (long story, not happy), being somewhat social...but still have that same lost feeling that has been plaguing me for the past few months. I have ideas, big ideas, but don't have the means to carry them out yet. I've been talking a lot about getting a second job but I really need to stop talking about it and actually do it.

Something I did accomplish was the ridiculous 5 hour class I need to take so I can start driving. I know, it is pathetic that I don't drive (which I was rudely reminded of constantly at the bar on Friday...that I don't drink but I don't drive so I'm useless) but I don't like it, in fact I'm a little/majorly scared of it. I wouldn't throw a spider on you if you were afraid of them, so don't rush me into something I'm afraid of. Anyway, I'm taking the steps to do it so everyone needs to back off.

I guess that is all that is going on for now. I am trying to shake the feelings of crappiness but it isn't working yet. Hopefully I'll snap out of it soon.